restless

 
im being such a cat these days.
napping it up in large quantities.
 
 
watched herbie last nite. v. cute!
then watched 27 dresses again.
I guess sometimes closeness is measured by how much some ppl fight…
hahaha
coz i guess that’s when you are upfront about how you actually feel.
You are pushed to show and reveal your own emotions.
 
 
hahaha someone once [...]

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dont get me wrong

 
I miss the happiness, but I surely do not miss the once per fortnight upset sessions.
I miss u as a friend.
I guess, if ignoring me makes you feel better, do it.
 
 
I dont want to find someone so that i can replace him.
I dont want to replace him. I dont want to replace all those memories.
I [...]

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finally.

Even though today is friday, it doesnt feel like a friday.
I am staring to feel like a demented patient as one day blurs into the next one.
Went to the optometrist today…
Told I have very bad myopic degeneration. That’s not good news.
Even though my prescription is low, its still bad.
I had a look at ppl who [...]

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If ppl we meet have meaning

Then have you ever thought about what meaning u were meant to have in that someone else’s life?
 
I’ve been thinking about it all.
I’ve been thinking about the reverse as well.
 
I guess the meaning I had in ur life was to tell you that despite everthing, you are a good person, you have lots of good [...]

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aww how cute

that’s nice.
At least I get to see u in Taiwan. HAHAHA
 

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something betta

 On Saturday i went to a friend’s 23rd birthday.
It was pretty fun. it’s actually pretty amazing, as some of the people I haven’t seen since graduation.
ie. 5 yrs ago! (omg. it makes me feel so old… but im only 21… so time flies, but we are still young ) hahaha
 
It’s kinda funny. [...]

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same ole shit

never ends.
 
fark this.
seroiusly.

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courage to love

I’ve been thinking and this is what I came up with as a personal problem I need to over come.
Love gives us courage but we need courage in order to love.
 
I guess the second part of this is what I had problems dealing with.
Well, its good now coz I know what I need to work [...]

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New perspective

 
I am grateful for everything.
 
The past is the past, we cant change that.
We can only focus on the present which will shape the future.
 
(^_^)

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isolated

I actually feel quite isolated.
 
For lunch i just heated my food and then went outside.
To tell u the truth,
I was actually pretty happy when i did that today.
 
The tea room just became too much for me.
 
I went there and just sat there for another 30mins today.
Just smiling. I guess its no longer sad coz its [...]

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