inner happiness

 
Yes, got lots going on at the moment.
This wk was detox week and it was good getting someone out of my system.
That is what contributed greatly to my inner happiness.
 
Went home on Thursday.
I didnt realise how much i missed the grand piano… :p
Then yesterday i had a late start so played my flute and realised [...]

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new day

Ive finally got myself together.
At least did some purposeful things. No more miss daydreaming, worrying, thinking, spacing out…. haha okay i lie. i still do these things, just not excessively
ppl hv been v kind to me.
and i dont endorse using msn whilst driving!!! haha
walked down memory lane. its kinda nice. i [...]

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despite all

 
i think despite getting hurt etc etc etc. I still give all I have. coz I know how it feels to be the one receiving the crappiest treatment from someone who supposedly likes you. (see section “Boy2″)
i learnt two of the biggest lessons in my life 5 yrs ago.
 
From Boy1:
I know what feeling i am looking [...]

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conquering

if you can stand at a place which gives you sadness,
and instead of sadness,
can laugh and smile about all those things.
 
You have conquered yourself.

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If ppl we meet have meaning

Then have you ever thought about what meaning u were meant to have in that someone else’s life?
 
I’ve been thinking about it all.
I’ve been thinking about the reverse as well.
 
I guess the meaning I had in ur life was to tell you that despite everthing, you are a good person, you have lots of good [...]

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something betta

 On Saturday i went to a friend’s 23rd birthday.
It was pretty fun. it’s actually pretty amazing, as some of the people I haven’t seen since graduation.
ie. 5 yrs ago! (omg. it makes me feel so old… but im only 21… so time flies, but we are still young ) hahaha
 
It’s kinda funny. [...]

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